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Saturday, August 30 @ 8:45 PM

cut hair with ahma huimin and casmine.
play lan wif amanda and kf.
went home happily.
bro frenz come at 7+ without telling me. never tell me still nvm never tell my brother also. then suddenly come. i dun really like people to come at night. then i very angry. stay until 8+ still throw my water bottle on the floor. then i dun wanna say anything or chase them away cuz i know if i do that, my bro will maybe get left out by the frenz. then i decide to tell my brother after they go. that if next time they really wanna come at this time, can say earlier. if not will be abit not so fang bian. then my bro say i act big and so scared so usless. if wanna say why dun dare to say in front of them. i mean wad.! if someone come so sudden to ur hse, u think very fang bian meh!? somemore they still like throw ur thingy around? and in the end what i get.!? my bro thinking i act BIG? wat the hell!> wtf. to save face for my bro and in the end i get this.!?
sometimes i really think what i have do for him, do he really like or understand. why he think that friends is much more important than me? i know what come to him first is parent then friend. i am even more not worthly for his friends. i am even less important then friends? i always wanna to stop doing anythingy for him. but i jux can't see he continue to rot. !?

he say sorry to me. he say he is abit over jux now. i forgive my bro. i still can't make myself to hate him even through he say so many hateful words to me. maybe that is what sister and brother relationship is...

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