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Friday, February 24 @ 12:51 AM

^I will do my best to smile. No matter what happen.^

Hell Yeah. Holiday is here. My first holiday night.

Enjoy myself with the sleeping mood on the lazy mode.

The first day of holiday is not really good. Facing much problem.

Money. So wonderful but yet so threatening. I cant choose not to face it. Because this world cant goes without Money. I will stay on my side firmly. Not giving up or giving in to anyone.

I will get a job for this holiday. I know I need the money and I want the money. For him or for myself.

我喜欢夜晚安静的自由。白天的世界太吵闹让人无法安静。

夜晚的安静让我可以独自的自由想象。

没有任何人的吵杂声。没有必须面对的人。有的是我。自己一个人专属的空间。

在安静的城市，播着悲伤的情歌，静静的听着。这样的温柔似乎疗愈了我烦躁的心，安顿了不安的我。只有这个时候，我才能真真的放松。

如果心烦，不如也试着在夜里放松。

Peace,

Sinyi

Sunday, February 19 @ 11:30 PM

Happy Birthday to T.Sinyi

This year, I spend my birthday at home. First time sick during birthday. Totally no mood to go out and celebrate. Just wanna spend my day at home and rest my ass off.

At first, we got no plan to buy a cake as I'm having a serious cough. And yeah, mum say we should get one as I'm 20[lunar] this year. Therefore, she brought me one cake. But I only ask for 19 candles. Ahaha. Act one young.

My birthday wish:

1. Pass all my UT and graduate from RP.

2. Dad's business get better.

3. Everyone in the family to get really closer toward each other.

And so... I not being really myself [I guess so]...

I actually brought a fruit cake. People who know me, I always crave for chocolate cakes. Maybe because I'm sick. Totally no craving for chocolate.

Cant wait to receive the iphone cover that Bro brought for me. He say he giving it to me tmr instead. Okay, thank him much.

happy.birthday.

T.sinyi

Monday, February 13 @ 10:02 AM

On my way to school now.
And yeah, my cough doesn't seem to be recovering. That really bad.

Went to Malaysia yesterday. Sort of debt collecting. But nothing is collected. This is bad again. How many bad do I need in my life??
Went to fortune teller yesterday. Is not really fortune telling but I don't know what it is called. Just call it that first. Anyway, the main problem in my family is financial. He say that dad has been suffering much since the age of 52. Oh my freeaking god. And the freakin first thing he say is my dad very got 义气.
But he also say the money dad lent out will be 一去不回. Another #bad in life again.
And of course , he mention about the two kids which is bro and me. I guess he said really true about me. And ya, I like fat stuff. Lmao.
Hopefully got chance we go there again. He is freaking accurate. :))

Sunday, February 12 @ 1:35 AM

HOLIDAY ! :P

What I need to get it down before 17Feb2012:
1. PD - As my PD got rejected, I need to redo.
2. Study for Understanding Test Three.

What I need to do after Understanding Test Three:
WORK !!! GET A JOB !!! WORK !!!

And ya, my birthday is coming.
At this age, I totally no feel for birthday. Because I'm going be 19. After over the age of 18, I totally feel old. Before 18, you wanted so much be be there. But after you are 18, you just wanna stay. We shall see. Anyway, the date suck, is between UT. =.=

And I need my cough to be gone real soon. Been coughing for these few days. Throat seriously itchy much.

Another great day before my birthday is VALENTINE. Been spending this day alone for like 18 year. No worry for another one. But who wont want someone to be there for them at this 'special' day? I don't mind one but no hurry for one.

Peace Yeah,
SsinyiI

Tuesday, February 7 @ 11:51 PM

last day of school tmr. Digital Media Technologies~
Heard is gaming day. School will end early for us. Heard from classmate, might be organizing a sakae buffet trip. We shall see it tmr.

Hopefully, I will be able to find a job right after exam. I need to work man. For my phone bills, and ya, my own spending. Guess stuff I wanna get never end ah.

life been good. :) Just a short blog up.
peace,
SsinyiI