:P

Monday, December 26 @ 4:08 AM

One week passed. Christmas passed.
I'm still not done with my designs and storyboard. I need to start real soon.

As for Christmas this year:
Went to Gay's house on Christmas Eve. :) Short meet up with sec friends. Not many came. Jocelyn Yow not even there. :/
Christmas head over to Xinyi's house. Went for KFC with her and Huimin[joined later].

Guess the most common topic for girls after a long meet up is 'BGR'.
Congrat for those that not ending 2011 single.
As for singles like me, just have to end this year alone~ HAHAHA. Sound sad, right?
Guess the time is not right, still...

Holiday seriously passing real fast. :/ I need a longer holiday.
I applied for IEP. [attachment]. If I got the attachment, that meant I wont be having any holiday. But I really feel like having holiday. But why would they even choose me to be attached to any company. Confidant is lacking on me.

This week please be slow and steady. I need to get a sketchbook. Or can I just use back my old one?? :/

‘从新开始’ 好像也变得有点难。
单方面的 ‘和好’ 好像还是比不了单方的‘倔强’。

SsinyiI

Saturday, December 17 @ 12:03 AM

Amanda going oversea. :)

So GIF from jos and me.

AMANDA BYE BYE ~~

Wednesday, December 14 @ 9:25 PM

刚刚跟老弟吵架。为了买书的事。
事情发生的太快。就连我也忘了自己说了那些气话。好后悔。不应该吵架的。
原来就连我，他也打得的下手。原来我对他没什么大不了。原来‘姐姐’对他是那么的不重要。原来他真的不喜欢我。我真的很没用。
常常有人说我太爱我弟。可是我已经不知道怎么爱了。我做的每件事好像都没有在帮他。
我真的不知道这是大家所谓的‘变'? 还是我的‘宠坏’？
可是照我看，他也并不是这样的。他以前好好哦。弟弟好爱我。现在怎么好像是我不认识的人。
如果我没有退，他是不是真的会打我？
他不会吧。我没勇气想象。
如果他打我，我真的会。。。

他对妈说‘都听她的，她最好。’
这句话好伤。我真的不想做‘好的’。
是我让他这样的吗？我觉得他没有变。
只是想法多了。表达方式变了。可是我还是好痛哦。

我尝试冷静的说，可是对他只是我的伪装。
我真的好累。

我错了吧。弟弟还是弟弟的。

Monday, December 12 @ 11:40 PM

Holiday IS HERE

in 3 days

Cant wait for holiday to be here. I wanna my sleep.

Nevertheless, I still need to do my sketches & skeleton for my PD. :/

At least I got some time to spare for myself and sleep. I shall try not to go out in any way. I must finish these 2 work before I can give myself a true rest.

Recently, I feel like spending more time with my family. Accompany my bro because he is having holiday now. He said that wanna go prawning on his birthday. He bring his friends, I bring my friends. But like awkward max ar? And I don't know who can I bring. LOL. Guess not much people can can ton over night. :/ Shall think about it again.

最近看了两部电影【那些年，我们追的女孩】和【一泡而红】。

两部都很好笑，特别是【那些年】。里面一些黄色幽默让每个人笑到肚子痛！哈哈哈！而【一泡而红】对我来说很有熟悉感。因为我本身是马来西亚人。两部的演员都演的很好。

【那些年】　能拥有共同的回忆，看你幸福的离去，我也能笑着的祝福你。

【一泡而红】　无论怎么了，你还是我生命最佳女主角。支持你所要的，陪伴你的追寻。

SsinyiI