Went over to visit my cousins. I miss them. Even though, my plan is to get home and rest. I'm freaking tired. But I still went. I totally forget that Uncle rent one of his room out. So I as usual made a awkward moment out of my life again.

I was like playing with my cousins at the living room. And somehow not in a very good position and hair all over my face. The guy came out of the room. All the kids run over to him. And you know what? I'm left over on the sofa alone. The guy totally look at me and give me the what-is-she-doing-and-what-wrong-with-her-face look.. TOTAL AWKWARD.

Is already week 8 of this sem. Why suddenly time pass so fast without me knowing? How do I say that? I'm not really looking forward of working and all the pressure that eventually come when it come to the reality of working. I wasn't prepare. Although I always say that how nice to be able to work and got your own $ to spend, but I don't really want to work. As all the working experiences I had, I know working is a tough job of life.  :/ Guess no one can escape from this job of life. Just hoping I doesn't need to change my job so fast to this. 

I was given a order by dad to save $25 buck every months. Oh god. That for my phone bill. How nice is that? I know I need to be independent. FINE. I shall save. Who am I? Tee Sin Yi. I don't believe $25 a months would be that difficult for me.  One day $1 also can.  #jiayou Sinyi.

Thank to my lovely mum. She say she paying my first month for me. <3

也许因为不愿，而拒绝。

也许因为不服，而反抗。

也许因为害怕，而逃避。

但生命的考题不会因此而消失。

唯有了解自己，接受缺憾和面对问题。

你的人生才会有新的开始。

SsinyiI