:P

Wednesday, August 31 @ 9:21 PM

How tired can I be?
Couldn't fall asleep last night and guess what?
That the outcome of today. Totally madness TIRED. I can just fall asleep anytime, anywhere and totally anyhow.

Reach there at 10am as told. The training was like 2 and half hour long?? That super long. Guess around 1 hour, we are spending our own sweet time in the room, talking and role-playing.

Lunch Break is from 12.30pm to 1.30pm. I guess nothing wrong with the lunch break timing. BUT I went to work at 8.45, which mean I woke up at around 6++ ? I would be totally empty stomach from 6 to 12.30?? That like 6hour of NO-EATING !!! AWWWW!

Luckily, the company allows us to have some biscuits or sweets with us. If not, I guess, I wouldn't be able to tahan till then. Guess, I'm going to grab any food from Tricia or Jiamei! HAHAHHA.

Amanda will be joining us tmr. It will be her first day. She is not going to do the same project as us but under the same supervisor. So, she would still be able to work 'together' with us physically(side by side table).

Slowly getting the hang of the work. Hopefully, this would get better as the time pass. And work please end fast. HAHHAHA.

JIAYOU,SINYI. IPHONE !!!

SsinyiI

Friday, August 26 @ 4:22 AM

本来没想要写博客的。但因为我在25号的那一天做了一件很白痴的事。
我既然把考试的日期给记错了！应该25号考的，但我却记成了26号。在25号的凌晨的5/6点的时候，我还在玩Tweet和看戏。不止这样哦，我还超自豪的跟有考试的朋友说 “我没有考试” + "哈哈哈” ！！真的太白痴了吧～幸好我2点多就起床了。到了3点,我还在开心的用着电脑。到了4点才发现自己把时间搞错了。

立刻换衣，收电脑，跑下楼。超紧张的啦！我慌的连德士司机都叫我不要慌！真的太丢脸了啦！跑到了科室，看看了，座位都满了。立刻走出科室，查了查考试地点。对啊，没错啊。又回到科室。里面的人心想这个人也太白痴了吧！考试开始了。突然有人说：“哎呀，我来错班！”。我就想啊，不可能，我不可能进错班。最后，原来是她！间接害得我那么尴尬。

就算下个礼拜的最后一个考试了，美术。这样说来，没有需要努力读的科目了。应该还能好好的休息一下。还没好好的准备要送人的礼物。要赶紧去敲好。

学学朋友的结束方法。
好了，不说了。

SsinyiI

Tuesday, August 23 @ 10:45 PM

Just a short update for upcoming event.

Currently is UT week. UT3 going to end at 29 Aug. CST UT3 over, tmr is Programming UT3. After tmr, still got 2 more UT ongoing.

Appreciation dinner on 28 Aug.
I still need to prepare the present that I'm suppose to give to the person I picked. Already got something on mind. :)

Party by NDP's friends on 30 Aug. The last day of REST before I start on my part time job. I shall see if I'm going to stay till very late.

My Part Time:
8.45 to 5.45. Mon to Fri.
Wake up early just like secondary. Still using laptop like Poly. Ha.
Salary going to be use for me to buy IPHONE. Yipee. Dad agree on helping me sign on the contract. :) Happygirl93. Happiness can be that simple.

SsinyiI

Thursday, August 18 @ 1:22 AM

我的人生终于要从新开始了吗？

不再有刺痛的感觉。而是更加的怀念。

越想往前，越想勇敢，越想伪装的我是更加的怀念。

没法恨你的我是如此的拿自己没办法。

曾是如此的想让自己能恨你多一点。

想想你不闻不问，想想你是真的那么残忍。口里是说的你一文不值，心里却想帮你想好了解答。

为何越是尝试的我还是那么不舍？我已经好努力了。我好累了。

无人的时候，你还是出现。那些令人怀念的回忆像是在嘲笑我永远都不可能。

我突然想到。你是否会来这里。看看我过的好吗。可是我想。你应该很忙吧。怎么可能有空理会我。

你真的不会来看我吗？

我一直在听《放了自己》

你有過期待　也有過等待滿腔熱血只無奈

期待的等待着。明白了决定。。。

你的堅強很爭氣只是怎麼學不會忘記

我努力的坚强着。在朋友前开玩笑。。。嘲笑自己的感情

坚强的教人如何爱自己却连忘记都还学不会。这样的我又有什么资格？

放了自己　放了回憶

放了世界不過如此而已

多少慶幸　多少風景

在放了之後才清晰

放了自己　放了回憶

放了那　配不上妳的傷心

你該詮釋的不再是悲劇主角的殘影

而是新的自己

放了你 = 放了自己？回忆忘不了，也丢不掉。像是烙印永恒的烙在心上。

不小心的碰到还没结疤的伤口，还会流血。这样，要多久才会痊愈？

當那幸福的號誌　又一如往常的亮起

笑著放了自己

不渴望拥有幸福。只愿学会放弃，学会忘怀。

至少现在的我学会按着伤口，忍着痛，开心的笑。

终有一天，伤口会好的吧。

你也是曾经的关心我的吧。

SsinyiI

@ 1:02 AM

Resting at home like a free loader.
Studying at home like a good girl.
Eating at home like a baby.

My calender. Pardon me for the hand writing. HAHA
As you can see, Understand Test 3 is coming. 22, 24, 26, 29 Aug !!!
And right after 29 Aug, I'm going to start work.
Work for money, Money for my goal.
I'm saving to buy IPHONE 4. That is. Let see if I could get it.
[YA YA YA... I KNOW IPHONE 5 COMING OUT]

SsinyiI

Sunday, August 14 @ 1:58 AM

做了一个决定。

从此消失？

还是功成身退？

是不甘心，还是不舍得？

是感觉还是个人偏见？

是死心还是没了心？

不要问我为何？

有些事不是说明就能有个明白。。。

明白了，我的离去不会影响任何人，也不可能改变任何事。

接受了，多余的是我。

离开了，会好的。

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我曾是 [胆小] 的人

胆小是因为怕。

怕不顺从，会被嫌弃

怕不信服，会被更换

怕不接受，会不被接受

怕不追寻，会被遗弃

拍不跟随，会被遗留

怕的我，不在有自己。

找回自己

找回真我

找寻的路

也许会害怕

也许会胆怯

也许会想退缩

但从今天起就

勇敢的说出自我，表现自我

让大家也知道你的想法。

不说，你永远也不知道你也是特别的。

SsinyiI

Saturday, August 6 @ 2:40 AM

Another Friday night spending alone on my bed.
Guess another long blog for me to talk about what happen this week.
Not going out. Just rest at home and touch up my coding.

Overall this week, I'm busy with Depit's Istar at the start of the week, and my programming coding at the end of the week.
Luckily Istar is over on the start of week. Not crushing with my programming .
Didn't think I would be able to even finish 50% of the code, but help from classmates. All could be possible, I guess? LOL

P.S I always not feeling well when placing my laptop on my leg and type. :/

Before I even start blogging about this week, let talk about David's birthday celebration first. People say Picture speak a thousand word. So let picture do the talking.